NF - The Search [LYRICS]

NF - The Search [LYRICS] 

Official music video for “The Search” by NF. Get the new song here: https://nf.lnk.to/thesearchYD Subscribe to NFrealmusic on YouTube: http://nfmusic.me/youtube Stream “The Search” Spotify: https://nf.lnk.to/thesearchID/spotify Apple Music: https://nf.lnk.to/thesearchID/applemusic Amazon Music: https://nf.lnk.to/thesearchID/amazonm... SoundCloud: https://nf.lnk.to/thesearchID/soundcloud

Hey Nate, how's life? 
I don't know, it's alright 
I've been dealin' with some thinsg like every human being 
And I didn't really sleep much last night 
I'm sorry, that's fine 
I just think I need a little me time 
I just think I need a little free time 
Little break from the shows and the bus rides 
Last year I had a breakdown 
Thoughts tellin' me I'm lost, gettin' too loud 
Had to see a therapist then I found out 
Somethin' funny's going on up in my house 
Yeah, started thinkin' maybe I should move out 
You know, pack my cart take a new route 
Clean up my yard, get the noose out 
Hang up my heart let it air out 
I've been searchin' 
What does that mean Nate? 
I've been learnin'

Grabbin' my keepsakes, leavin' my burdens 
Well I brought a few with me, I'm not perfect 
Lookin' at the view like this concerns me 
Pickin' up cues right? I'm quite nervous 
Hate it when I lose sight, life gets blurry 
And things might hurt me 
It's prolly gonna be a long dream, but hey 
It's worth it though 
Cold world out there kids grab your coats 
Been a minute now I'm back to roam 
Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code 
Pretty vivid I admit it, I'm in classic mode 
Don't need pity given to me 
But I can't condone talkin' down to me 
I'mma have to crack your nose 
For crackin' jokes 
I'm lookin' for the map to hope 
You seen it? 
Been makin' a whole lot of changes 
Wrote a whole song about that, you should play it

I get scared when I walk on these stages 
I look at the crowd and see so many faces (Yeah) 
That's when I start to get anxious 
That's when my thoughts can be dangerous 
That's when I put on my makeup and drown myself in self-hatred 
Wrote a whole song about that, you should play it 
I get scared when I walk on these stages 
I look at the crowd and see so many faces (Yeah) 
That's when I start to get anxious 
That's when my thoughts can be dangerous 
That's when I put on my makeup and drown myself in self-hatred 
Where'd the beat go? (Ohh) 
Ain't that somethin'? 
Drums came in, you ain't seen that comin' 
Hands on my head can't tell me nothin' 
Got a taste of fame, had to pump my stomach 
Throw it back like I don't want it 
Wipe my face, clean off the vomit 
OCD tryna push my buttons 
I said don't touch it